Because everyone loves a good story
Today I wanted to post something out of the ordinary: an extensive quote from one of my favorite authors in one of my favorite books. If you’re expecting something about Aslan, think again; this quote is by Elisabeth Elliot in her phenomenal little book, Passion and Purity.
If you haven’t read it, you simply must. It’s a beautiful look at how Jim and Elisabeth let God set the course for their relationship, but it has so much to say about our daily pursuit of God as well. For example, the section below is based on one of the most difficult and beautiful promises in the Bible: “‘Truly, truly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit.'” [John 12:24] Read on to see life through the eyes of a precious grain of wheat who bore much fruit, indeed.
The growth of all living green things wonderfully represents the process of receiving and relinquishing, gaining and losing, living and dying. The seed falls into the ground and dies as the new shoot springs up. There must be a splitting and a breaking in order for a bud to form. The bud “lets go” when the flower forms. The calyx lets go of the flower. The petals must curl up and die in order for the fruit to form. The fruit falls, splits, relinquishes the seed. The seed falls into the ground. . . .
There is no ongoing spiritual life without this process of letting go. At the precise point where we refuse, growth stops. If we hold tightly to anything given to us, unwilling to let it go when the time comes to let it go or unwilling to allow it to be used as the Giver means it to be used, we stunt the growth of the soul.
It is easy to make a mistake here. “If God gave it to me,” we say, “it’s mine. I can do what I want with it.” No. The truth is that it is ours to thank Him for and ours to offer back to Him, ours to relinquish, ours to lose, ours to let go of–– if we want to find our true selves, if we want real Life, if our hearts are set on glory.
Think of the self that God has given as an acorn. It is a marvelous little thing, a perfect shape, perfectly designed for its purpose, perfectly functional. Think of the grand glory of an oak tree. God’s intention when He made the acorn was the oak tree. His intention for us is “…the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ.” Many deaths must go into our reaching that measure, many letting-goes. When you look at the oak tree, you don’t feel that the “loss” of the acorn is a very great loss. The more you perceive God’s purpose for your life, the less terrible will the losses seem….
There must be relinquishment. There is no way around it. The seed does not “know” what will happen. It only knows what is happening– the falling, the darkness, the dying…. The acorn does what it was made to do, without pestering its Maker with questions about when and how and why. We who have been given an intelligence and a will and a whole range of wants that can be set against the divine Pattern for God are asked to believe Him. We are given the chance to trust Him when He says to us, “…If any man will let himself be lost for my sake, he will find his true self.”
When will we find it? we ask. The answer is, Trust Me.
How will we find it? The answer again is, Trust Me.
Why must I let myself be lost? we persist. The answer is, Look to the acorn and trust Me.
Source: Elisabeth Elliot, Passion & Purity (Grand Rapids: Baker Book House Company, 1984), cuttings from 163-166.
This has been very comforting to me in a painful season of letting go. I would say “Yes!” to everything in here save one line, that should have some clarification. Where it says not to pester the Maker with questions, I would add correction: As a parent I *love* it when my children ask me all the questions she advises not to ask. That part is her own unfortunate error. Ask your questions—ask God ALL of them, because He gave you that brain, and you’ll only find more of Him to love and trust when you get the answers. Just ask *while* you are obeying, rather than insisting on receiving an answer to your satisfaction *before* you obey. Some answers have to be grown into because they are bigger than you currently are, and you’ll never get them if you don’t obey and grow. You don’t want a god you can fully understand—that is you.
Hi, Vicki! I completely understand where you’re coming from. I think God welcomes questions from His children. Jesus Himself asked God why He had forsaken Him. But your distinction is critical–rather than a perspective of accusing God, the most beneficial questions come from a heart of trust. Hopefully that’s something Elliot would have agreed with as well. 🙂 I hope your painful season of letting go will resolve into a joyful season soon!
Wow, that’s truly convicting stuff! To realize the potential that we can have if we just trust God is overwhelming when you compare it to the acorn and the oak tree! Even that isn’t adequate enough to describe the glory we can bring God with our lives if we choose to trust him, let go, and be used for His purpose and plan. Think of the fruit the Elliots’ lives brought because they chose to die to themselves and serve God. Jim Elliot’s death (or seed) gave way for so much fruit to be born through Elizabeth’s ministry. Without his death and Elizabeth’s willingness to reach the people that killed him they may have stayed unreached.