Because everyone loves a good story
We all have a happy place. For some, it’s the family cabin on the lake, surrounded by trees and years of memories. For some, it’s a small gathering of close friends for no specific reason other than the joy of being together. For others, it’s binge watching 12 seasons of a show while surrounding themselves with piles of Doritos bags and Taco Bell wrappers. Hey, to each his own.

For me, hiking is my happy place. Specifically, I am in love with taking backpacking trips across miles of trails. Don’t be too jealous; I haven’t gotten to do nearly as much as I’d like to yet, but the hiking I’ve done has yielded some of my best memories over the years. I’ve backpacked with several friends, close family, and my faithful hubby. I’ve managed short hikes and attempted extensive ones. I’ve hiked in a small but varied handful of states in the U.S.
And with an impressive resume like that, I feel it’s my right—nay, my duty—to present you with a few observations I’ve collected throughout my travels. Please enjoy this selection of obvious facts that I purchased with blood, sweat, toil, and tears.
Normally, I am an over-preparer. But a few years ago on our backpacking trip to Yosemite, I discovered that I was not nearly prepared enough. See, we had saved our two hardest hikes for the end of the trip…on back-to-back days…days when we had to carry extra water because there was no fresh source of hydration. My sister and brother-in-law were much more prepared because

they had been doing CrossFit for months leading up to the trip. My husband and I had not. In fact, watching the four of us ascend Half Dome would have been a great commercial for their CrossFit gym.
As Mark and I struggled on, our breaks became longer and more frequent. We would collapse in any patch of shade that came along. We would have crawled through the gravel if we weren’t worried about bleeding out. We made it to the peak of each hike, but we were sagging and dragging, to say the least. My wimpy workouts had let me down. I wasn’t prepared.
Lesson learned: When it comes to getting in shape for crazy hikes, you’re not really fit unless you’re CrossFit.

Along the same lines as my obsession with overpreparation, I can tend to be an over-packer. I run through the “what if” scenarios until I’ve packed virtually everything I could ever find myself in moderate need of. And then some. In a purse or suitcase, I guess that’s ok. But in a backpack (or even a day pack) that I’ll be carrying over hill and dale for extended periods of time? That’s not ok. I’ve packed a stack of clothes for a backpacking trip before, only to wear the same thing every day anyway. I should have jettisoned the surplus on day one. After all, it’s hiking, not the opera.
Overpacking heavy food is another of my faux pas. On my first trip to Yosemite, I wanted apples and almond butter. So I packed them—a bunch of fresh apples and a glass jar of almond butter. A glass jar of almond butter. And then I scrambled up the mountainside with these strapped to my back, reminding me of gravity’s cruelty with every step. Know what I would have done if I hadn’t been a complete idiot? I would have packed dehydrated apples and almond butter packets. And on later trips, that’s just what I’ve done. Live and learn, right?
Lesson Learned: If you can’t pack just what you need to survive, you may not.

I really hate shoe shopping, but sometimes a girl’s gotta do what a girl’s gottado. By putting off this dreaded task, I ruined a perfectly good hiking trip through the Sam Houston National Forest. Another rookie move by Emily! We had planned to hike 45 miles within 3 days, which didn’t sound too crazy at first. The terrain was flat, we needed only a few days’ worth of supplies, and I thought my old hiking boots would still work for me.
I was mistaken. I think elves had shrunk my shoes.

I went through a whole fiasco of ordering, trying out, and returning shoes right up until the day before the trip itself. Needless to say, I regretted my life before the first day was even done. My new shoes were stiff, inflexible, and miserable. Again, crawling for the duration of the trail began to seem like a viable option. Instead, I finished it out within the allotted time, but never before had my feet caused me so much grief.
Lesson Learned: When wedged into constricting shoes, blisters don’t count as comfortable foot cushioning.
The aforementioned blunders don’t even begin to scratch the surface of all the dumb hiking mistakes I’ve made. I’ve caused my group to donate pints of
blood to ravenous mountain mosquitoes because I assured them there weren’t any mosquitoes last time. I’ve lugged around a bulky, ancient, canvas tent because I didn’t want to buy a new one. I’ve robbed my husband of many quality photos because I was afraid the camera battery would die when, in fact, it still had hours of life at the end of the trip. I’ve had to borrow my brother-in-law’s sleeping mat because my cheap one sustained a puncture wound the first day on the trail. And the list goes on.

I’ve been at the end of my strength and far beyond the end of my comfort. I’ve spent sleepless nights and rainy days. I’ve felt sick and tired. I’ve gotten fed up with freeze-dried food. I’ve longed for the comfort of a hot bath. And when you consider all these things together, it drives one to ask, “Why on earth go hiking??”
I see where you’re coming from. I’ve asked myself the same question while in the midst of misery. But the answer remains that misery is temporary, whereas memories are forever. Sure, I may get a better night’s sleep at home, but I won’t wake up to a dazzling sunrise over a mountain range. I may eat a tastier meal in a restaurant, but it won’t be as satisfying as a dehydrated meal I’ve earned after a day of hiking. And I may be able to enjoy a scenic view on my TV from the comfort of my couch, but I won’t appreciate its depth, majesty, or vastness until I’ve spent a day clambering to the top of a precipice to see it.
See, after the sleeping bag is aired out and the filth is washed out of clothes, skin, and hair, after the soreness wears off and the blisters fade away, the memories of your trip remain. Your photos will never do it justice, but you remember. Your descriptions can’t capture the experience, but your heart knows. And after everything you went through, you know the lesson learned: it wasn’t easy, but you would do it again.
And again.
And again.

“Not, I’ll not, carrion comfort, Despair, not feast on thee.” So begins a poem that may not be, at first glance, a very cheerful one. After all, the first half of the poem is addressed to Despair itself, describing it as dead, putrefying flesh—a feast suitable for vultures, not men.
However, when you read through to the end, you’ll find yourself surprised—as the poet himself did—at the change in perspective. Despite its dismal start, the poem is full of hope! Today I present you with one of my all-time favorite poems by my all-time favorite poet: “Carrion Comfort,” by Gerard Manley Hopkins.
Not, I’ll not, carrion comfort, Despair, not feast on thee;
Not untwist — slack they may be — these last strands of man
In me ór, most weary, cry I can no more. I can;
Can something, hope, wish day come, not choose not to be.
But ah, but O thou terrible, why wouldst thou rude on me
Thy wring-world right foot rock? lay a lionlimb against me? scan
With darksome devouring eyes my bruisèd bones? and fan,
O in turns of tempest, me heaped there; me frantic to avoid thee and flee?
Why? That my chaff might fly; my grain lie, sheer and clear.
Nay in all that toil, that coil, since (seems) I kissed the rod,
Hand rather, my heart lo! lapped strength, stole joy, would laugh, chéer.
Cheer whom though? the hero whose heaven-handling flung me, fóot tród
Me? or me that fought him? O which one? is it each one? That night, that year
Of now done darkness I wretch lay wrestling with (my God!) my God.
Now, writing about Hopkins himself would take several posts, and I hope to do that one of these days (I say that a lot, don’t I?), but it is not this day. Today I want to leap right past the fact that he was a Jesuit priest from late-19th-century England and was one of the most sincere, creative poets of his time. Nope, I won’t even tell you about him at all. Instead, let’s get right down to the nitty gritty of “Carrion Comfort.”
This, my friends, is a portrait of a man at the end of his rope. See how his tone starts off so defiant in the first three lines? He refuses to loosen his hold on the limp, fraying cord that tethers him to life and humanity. He is determined to persevere. But by line 4, the most fight he can muster up is the refusal to slip away into death.
He then, like Job, starts to question Despair, accusing it of mistreating him. After all, what had the poet ever done to deserve Its wrath? All he had wanted was to avoid Despair and run away! But instead, the poet is wrung out, slashed up, bruised, and abandoned.
The second stanza begins with one of the deepest questions in our vocabulary: “Why?”
It’s the question of Job and of every sufferer since. But while Job received his answer (graciously and frighteningly) from God Himself, the poet’s answer seems to dawn on him gradually as he looks up from his circumstances.
The reason he had felt beaten, shaken, and blown apart is because he was being tested. Satan
asked permission to sift him like wheat, and the answer was yes. But when he turned again like Peter, his heart “lapped strength, stole joy, would laugh, chéer.” How is this possible? Because although his circumstances didn’t change, his perspective did.
Looking up from the threshing floor to thank the rod that had scoured away his useless chaff, he found that it was not in Satan’s hand after all. Instead, he saw the “hero whose heaven-handling” had flung and trampled him. But rather than feeling resentful, the poet feels joy. His suffering has not been in vain. As this realization sinks in, both he and his “hero” are cheered by his renewed strength to persevere.
See, the poet had mistaken his foe; in the dark night of his soul, he had not been wrestling with Satan or Despair. He had been wrestling with God Himself. He seems as shocked as Jacob did, and yet he, too, received a blessing: the joy that comes from an accurate perspective about suffering. “The Lord gives, and the Lord takes away. Blessed be the name of the Lord.”
Source: https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/44392/carrion-comfort
This week we’ll look at one of my favorite book series from when I was younger. Grab some tea and cookies, and settle in for a good read!
Currently on my bookshelf, I have four of the five original Little Bear books, written by Else Holmelund Minarik. Never heard of her before? Neither had I! During her lifetime, she was a journalist, a children’s book writer, and a first-grade teacher in New York, having moved to America from Denmark with her family when she was four years old. While she wrote many children’s books in her lifetime, the Little Bear books are what she’s best known for.
And, much to the books’ benefit, they were illustrated by none other than Maurice
Sendak, the author and illustrator of Where the Wild Things Are and many other classics. I will most certainly write a separate post about that book someday, but not today. Suffice it to say, his classic style lends a memorable, comfortable feel to these quaint stories. What the pictures lack in color, they make up for in expression.
So what are the Little Bear books about? Not surprisingly, they’re about a little bear and his adventures. But his adventures are of the homey sort—the kinds of things any young child can relate to. He plays in the snow, visits his grandparents, makes new friends, has a birthday party, and imagines flying to the moon. Obviously, Minarik didn’t feel obligated to cook up a brand-new plot idea, and I’m glad she didn’t. These are the kinds of stories I remember as being “cozy” when I was growing up.
After Little Bear himself, the second-biggest star of the show is Mother Bear. Since the stories are homey, Mother Bear is the biggest influence in her little cub’s life. In fact, in the first book, simply entitled Little Bear, she is almost the only other character! I think this is another way Minarik keeps her books relatable rather than innovative. Reading the stories now, I find Mother Bear’s attitude pretty funny, although I don’t think she was meant to be comical. But she’s just so literal! She reminds me of Mary Poppins, as a matter of fact; she’s generally practical with an occasional dash of silliness. For example, one day Little Bear announces that, since he has a new space helmet (a box with curly wires sticking out the top), he will be flying to the moon.
“Fly!” said Mother Bear. “You can’t fly.”
“Birds fly,” said Little Bear.
“Oh, yes,” said Mother Bear. “Birds fly, but they don’t fly to the moon. And you are not a bird.”
“Maybe some birds fly to the moon, I don’t know. And maybe I can fly like a bird,” said Little Bear.
“And maybe,” said Mother Bear, “you are a little fat bear cub with no wings and no feathers. Maybe if you jump up you will come down very fast with a big plop.”
Wow, Mother Bear! Way to crush his dreams. Lest we judge her too harshly, I’m sure she was just making sure he didn’t break his legs by jumping off of the roof or anything. Plus, it was the fifties; kids didn’t need to be coddled quite as much back then. But Mother Bear does prove more flexible when she plays along with Little Bear’s make-believe toward the end of the story. He has jumped out of a tree and pretended to land on the moon. He discovers a house “just like his” and ventures inside.
Mother Bear came in and said, “But who is this? Are you a bear from Earth?”
“Oh, yes, I am,” said Little Bear. “I climbed a little hill, and jumped from a little tree, and flew here, just like the birds.”
“Well,” said Mother Bear. “My little bear did the same thing. He put on his space helmet and flew to Earth. So I guess you can have his lunch.”
The story ends happily with lunch, a nap, and lots of love, as many good stories should. The rest of the books include even more adventures, comical illustrations, funny scenarios, and relatable situations that I know you would enjoy. Do yourself a favor, and find some of these old classics. Read them, enjoy them, and remember when life was as simple and rich as your imagination could make it.
Source: Minarik, Else Holmelund. Little Bear. New York: Harper & Roe, 1957.
I don’t know about you, but I’ve always been a Star Wars fan. In fact, my first experience with the saga came when I was still an infant. I was born the year that Return of the Jedi was released, and my parents thought it would be a good idea to take me to the theater to enjoy it with them. Well, they learned their lesson about bringing babies to theaters, but at least I got the chance to take part in the classic trilogy from my earliest days. As I grew up, I continued to immerse myself in the Star Wars movies until their dialogue was common parlance within my family and friends. #nerdlife
Now, I hope to write a longer series about Star Wars one of these days, but not today. I’ve had an unexpectedly busy week, but I didn’t want to leave you high and dry without anything interesting to browse through this weekend. Ergo, I shall provide you with a link to an article that I think you’ll find interesting, Star Wars fan or not.
The link is to a website I’ve mentioned before: Transpositions. They’re the ones who posted my article on Anne Lamott’s book, Bird by Bird. (By the way, if you haven’t read that one yet, you should! It includes some lovely stuff about Tolkien and Lewis.) But that’s not what I’m leaving you with today.
No, today I wanted to point you toward an article written by a guy named Andrew Barber. The article is called “Star Wars: The (Not) Chosen One.” It takes a look at one of the newer Star Wars offerings, The Last Jedi. Again, I hope to submit my full opinions about this and other Star Wars films to you at some point, but for today I hope you’ll enjoy Barber’s take on the role of a messiah in Star Wars—specifically in The Last Jedi.
Without further ado, enjoy the article!
It’s time! We’re finally going to look together at the long-awaited conclusion of Romans 8! These verses are full of comfort, promise, and peace, and I can’t wait to share them with you. But glory shines brightest against the dark backdrop of sin, and Romans 8 is no exception. I think the dismal context of these magnificent verses is Romans 7, where Paul is lamenting his seemingly-incurable addiction to sin.
“Wait, what?” some of you may be thinking. “Last week you said that it was unbelievers who set their minds on the things of the flesh. Believers set their minds on spiritual things, right? Surely Paul was exaggerating his struggle with sin.” Believe me, I’ve thought so too. But when you read the verses that I’m talking about and really consider your own heart, you might find that his lament is pretty relatable.
See, he’s been talking about the difference between the Law (the commandments and expectations of God) and sin itself (the breaking of these laws). He wanted to clarify that it’s not the Law’s fault that he keeps on sinning. It’s the fact that he’s made out of flesh and lives in a fallen world with sinful desires. “For we know that the Law is spiritual, but I am of flesh, sold into bondage to sin. For what I am doing, I do not understand; for I am not practicing what I would like to do, but I am doing the very thing I hate” (Rom. 7:14-15).
He doesn’t want to keep on sinning; in fact, he hates it! But he says, “I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh; for the willing is present in me, but the doing of the good is not. For the good that I want, I do not do, but I practice the very evil that I do not want” (v. 18-19). No wonder he cries out in despair, “Wretched man that I am! Who will set me free from the body of this death?” (v. 24)
And honestly, who hasn’t felt that way before? We are weak, miserable, fallen creatures in a world
full of temptations and seductions of all sorts. We’re like Christian and Faithful in Pilgrim’s Progress, surrounded by the dazzling city of Vanity Fair. But rather than replicating the spiritually-mature response of Christian and Hopeful, we fall prey to the enticements. We sell our innocence for some entertainment and our convictions for a laugh. We know better, but still we do it. Often, we too should find ourselves crying out, “Wretched man that I am! Who will set me free?”
And this question, dear friends, leads us to an answer more astounding and glorious than we’d ever have the gall to imagine on our own.
The One Whom we have disobeyed, dishonored, and disowned is the One Who willingly paid for those sins. God Himself offered His only Son, and Jesus Himself offered His life willingly in order to break the power of sin and death over us.
The One we want to hide from is the One who sought us out in order to forgive us! That’s why Paul answers his own question of who will deliver him with the shocking reply, “Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord!” (v. 25a)
And that verse leads directly into chapter 8, where Paul begins his discussion about our longings with this unbelievably-comforting truth: “Therefore there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus” (Rom. 8:1). Wait, did you get that? There is NO CONDEMNATION for believers! We deserve the ultimate punishment for rebelling against the ultimate King. And yet, because of what Jesus did on the cross in our place, we face NO CONDEMNATION! Now that’s something worth celebrating.
Chapter 8 goes on to discuss our new longings in light of this truth: when we fully realize the reality of our position not as slaves to sin but as sons and daughters of God, we will gradually replace our addiction to sin with a longing for perfect completion in Him. Will we still struggle to want the right things all the time? Absolutely. But will our deepest longing continue to be for the trinkets offered at Vanity Fair? By God’s grace, absolutely not. We will still struggle daily with sin, but our deepest longing for consummation—for being conformed to the image of Jesus—will daily get deeper.
That’s why, after discussing the depths of our longing for consummation and deliverance, Paul is able to confidently affirm that “God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose” (Rom. 8:28). Yes, we are still living in a fallen world with sinful desires, but that’s not our ultimate destiny. If we love God, it’s because God Himself predestined, called, and justified us in order that He may glorify us in the end (v. 30). All things, even our brokenhearted longings, will work together for our good and His glory.
Guys, I wanted to take a hundred more paragraphs to really unpack the ending verses of Romans 8. I wanted to revel together in the truth that God is for us, that Christ intercedes for us, and that the Spirit assures us that nothing—nothing—can separate us from the love of God. I wanted to spend forever talking about the unfathomable truth that God gave His own Son for us and will therefore also freely give us all things. I wanted to celebrate the way that, in Christ, we are more than conquerors in our struggles, turning what should distance us from God into tools that drive us closer to Him.
But then I realized that, not surprisingly, Paul says it better. So rather than watering down the potency of the passage with my own words, I think I’ll leave you with the ending verse of Romans 8. I pray that your heart will be amazed by this fabulous fireworks finale and that your love for God will be deepened by His love for you.
What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who is against us? He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him over for us all, how will He not also with Him freely give us all things?
Who will bring a charge against God’s elect? God is the one who justifies; who is the one who condemns? Christ Jesus is He who died, yes, rather, who was raised, who is at the right hand of God, who also intercedes for us.
Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? Just as it is written, ‘For your sake we are being put to death all day long; we were considered as sheep to be slaughtered.’
But in all these things we overwhelmingly conquer through Him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
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