Because everyone loves a good story
Growing up, I heard the gospel (the good news that Jesus came to forgive us) from every angle: from my parents, church, story books, vacation Bible school, evangelists, and even Christian children’s records. Yes, records. I’m that old. But somehow my takeaway was always, “Pray this prayer the right way with enough sincerity, cross your fingers that you did it right, and hopefully you’ll make it to heaven.”
I loved my church and family. They never made me feel like I had to dress, act, read, or live a certain way to be accepted by God. Thank God for that! Later on I went to a Christian school and university. Many folks there were kind and sincere. Others came across, in my perception, as shallow and rules-driven without a love for God as their motivation.
I was thrown for a loop when I heard their stance on certain external expectations about how I should dress, what I should listen to, and how they thought I needed live. I knew plenty of people who loved God whole-heartedly and yet didn’t follow these rules—my parents included. Was my family living in sin, or were my teachers wrong? I spent a lot of time thinking and praying through questions like these.
But ultimately, my real problem wasn’t in my schools; it was in my heart. I’d been trying to seek God my whole life, had been reading my Bible daily since I was in junior high, and I thought I might be a missionary when I grew up. I’d prayed the “salvation prayer” countless times and had even been baptized in elementary. But when evangelists would come to my church and say, “You can know beyond a shadow of a doubt that you’re going to heaven when you die,” I always felt both skeptical and sad. There was no way someone could know that for sure. It was all a matter of the sincerity of your prayer, and you could never know if you were sincere enough.
In late high school, I started having questions about God himself. As I read the Bible and saw different facets of God’s character, I liked some of them, and I distrusted others. I started questioning his goodness, and eventually I questioned his reality. That was a dark place to be when I was surrounded by people who really seemed to believe this stuff. So I kept reading my Bible and praying, hoping that I would feel sure about my relationship with God one of these days.
After I graduated from college with a degree in education, God re-routed my life out of the blue: he sent me from Michigan to Texas. I’d volunteered to help with paperwork in a Christian school office for three weeks while I figured out what I really wanted to do. But when I arrived, I fell in love with the people, the ministry, and their unique heart for God. The principal, his brother, and their wives had something I was missing: a joyful, confident, deep, humble, and personal relationship with God. Without doubts. How could this be?
The more I spent time with them, the more I wanted what they had. I extended my three-week stay to a semester, then a year, then another year. My second year there is when God stopped playing around and finally wrecked me. I had a ton of free time after teaching high school that year, and I spent it reading theology books, listening to sermons online, studying my Bible, and jogging while memorizing scripture. Not because I had to or thought I should, but because I wanted to. And God took that opportunity to remake me.
God started convicting me of sin. Like, every little sin toward other people, in my heart, and on my tongue. I’d thought I was a pretty nice person until then. Now I saw my heart in the dazzling light of God’s holiness, and it was nasty. Nothing but pride from top to bottom. God was showing me my deep brokenness, and it shocked me.
The final blow came at Easter. I had been reading all four gospel accounts simultaneously leading up to Holy Week, and I reached the last supper, arrest, trial, crucifixion, and resurrection right at Easter weekend. I remember sitting alone in the sunshine on top of an overlook tower at my favorite nature preserve. Tears were rolling down my face as I finally saw Jesus’ death and resurrection with fresh eyes. He—this man who was God—did this for broken, dirty hearts like mine. On purpose! The Jesus I saw in my little, orange New Testament was someone I’d heard about all my life, but I felt like I’d never met him until that moment. Suddenly, I didn’t just know him; I loved him.
And from that time on, I knew what people meant when they said, “You can know beyond a shadow of a doubt that you know God.” I did know God. It wasn’t a question; it was a fact. I knew him like I knew my own dad—deeply, personally, for real. God had changed me, melted my heart of stone, and given me a heart of flesh. I knew for certain that I hadn’t changed myself. It was God.
Did I truly “get saved” on that overlook, or had God answered my prayers when I was younger? When was the real time I went from darkness to light? I’m not sure, and I’m just fine with that. God is writing my story, and I’m just along for the ride. My whole life will be a fight against pride, apathy, and just plain stupidity, but God is faithful. I can’t wait to see him some day, and I hope I’ll see you there, too.
Did you make a resolution to tackle more creative endeavors this year? Write that book? Query that agent? Paint that picture? Compose that requiem? Solder that gigantic stained glass window for your second beach house?
The Usual Process
If so, then you know that the hardest part of a creative project is just getting started. But then comes the other hard part of continuing and the additional hard part of getting toward the end and the final hard part of finishing it. Basically, any creative endeavor is hard work from beginning to end. Rewarding and enjoyable, sure, but hard.

I’m not a painter or a stained-glasser. I’m just a writer, and not even a very noteworthy one at present. But my creative process probably looks a lot like yours, whatever your artistic passion. There’s the dry spell (interminable), the eventually glimmer of an idea (infinitesimal), the fight to find time and motivation to write those first few words, a wee bit of progress, the loss of steam, the slump where I consider trashing it all, and either the teeth-gritted determination to finish (phew!) or else the grinding to a halt of the whole hair-brained scheme (more likely).
A Better Motivation
I hope that sounds completely foreign to you and your exemplary work ethic. But if it sounds like someone you know—or someone you’ve been—then don’t lose heart. We’re all in the same boat from time to time. The good news is, we don’t have to keep paddling it up that self-defeating stream. We can turn the canoe around. Or jump ship. Or stop using the boat metaphor. Regardless, we can replace bad creative habits with good ones.
Yes, but how? To answer that question thoroughly and humorously, I offer to you this article from the Rabbit Room website. Writer and painter Kate Gaston describes how to tug against the resistance that slows our creative momentum. She describes the problem in a relatable way, gives an example of how she jumpstarted her motivation for painting, and ends with several ways to simply sit down and get to work. I know you’ll find it as helpful as I did!
Suggestions for Success
As a teaser, here are just a few of her suggestions: First of all, start with small, manageable goals. Like, teeny-tiny goals.
“Just like a bite-sized candy bar leaves our lizard brains ravenous for more sugar, tiny victories give our delicate egos a micro-dose sense of accomplishment. This, in turn, gives us courage and confidence to try again. Baby steps, y’all.”
Next, identify the time of day when you’re feeling most creative, and make a bit of time to work then.
“At first, you might only manage to carve out a scant amount of time. That’s okay. Like I said, sometimes it’s helpful to start with ridiculously achievable goals. Grab that low-hanging fruit, baby. The ten minutes you set aside for work today will be the kernel from which your productivity grows.”
Don’t forget to make your workspace attractive to you. Comfy chair? Stash of snacks? Good lighting? Do it all.
“Next, and this is a big one for me, woo yourself to the physical space…. Find all the things that trigger your brain toward creativity, and then unapologetically do them.”
And finally, give yourself a break sometimes.
“Rest, beauty, and time spent trustfully dwelling in the goodness of God fill us to the brim with the richness and soulfulness which enable us, in turn, to do that deep work we are called to do.”
So how about it, friends? Armed with the suggestions from Gaston’s article, will you join me in the fight against creative entropy? We may still lose a battle from time to time, but with our determination, we shall win the war.

When you think of the puritans, what comes to your mind? Grim men in gold-buckled hats, and strict women who never smile? A group of religious fanatics who upended their lives and families to move to colonial America? That’s pretty much what I thought until I started reading their prayers.
The Valley of Vision

Years ago a dear pastor friend introduced me to a collection of puritan prayers called The Valley of Vision. Many of the men quoted were actual puritans living in America during the mid-1600’s. Others were born in the 1700’s but still lived according to the puritan tradition. In the 1970’s, an English minister researched, collected, and edited these prayers, publishing them in book form. What a gift to the world!
These prayers reveal depth of devotion, grief over sin, amazement about grace, and joy in God that is virtually unknown in our modern American churches. After all, how often are today’s first-world Christians (myself included!) uncomfortable enough to cling to Christ alone? In many ways, the puritans were stripped of everything but God, and they found Him to be more than enough.
A Prayer of Thanks
This Thanksgiving, whether we find ourselves in times of joy or sorrow, plenty or need, faith or doubt, may this excerpt from a puritan prayer remind us of a good God who lavishes us with blessings big and small. That’s something to be thankful for!
“Praise and Thanksgiving”
I bless thee for the soul thou hast created,
for adorning it, sanctifying it,
though it is fixed in barren soil;
for the body thou hast given me,
for preserving its strength and vigour,
for providing senses to enjoy delights,
for the ease and freedom of my limbs,
for hands, eyes, ears that do thy bidding,
for thy royal bounty providing my daily support,
for a full table and overflowing cup,
for appetite, taste, sweetness,
for social joys of relatives and friends,
for ability to serve others,
for a heart that feels sorrows and necessities,
for a mind to care for my fellow-men,
for opportunities of spreading happiness around,
for loved ones in the joys of heaven,
for my own expectation of seeing thee clearly.
I love thee above the powers of language to express,
for what thou art to thy creatures.
Increase my love, O my God, through time and eternity.
Amen
Happy Thanksgiving, friends!
Want to know more about how The Valley of Vision was collected and published? Check out this article.
This week I had the privilege of sending a letter to a sweet friend who’s expecting her first baby. She and her husband are absolutely wonderful, and their families are fantastic. She’s the last person who really needs parenting advice from someone like me. Nevertheless, she asked for it, so I attempted it.
Thinking about wisdom to share made me realize how much I still have to grow as a mom. Of course I’ve picked up a few tidbits of what I should be doing, but actually doing it is another matter entirely. As the apostle Paul says, “For what I want to do, that I do not practice; but what I hate, that I do.”
That being said, the letter shares one bit of wisdom that I strive for every day. It goes against every fiber of my Type A personality, but I know it’s so worthwhile. I know my friend will get it right far more often than I do, but by God’s grace I’ll continue to grow as a mom for years to come.
So, without further ado, the letter:
Dear Friend,

Today is a normal day. I’ve wiped several booties, noses, and countertops. We’ve spent the morning wrestling through homeschool and enjoying Bible stories. I’ve broken up fights and offered gospel truth that seemed to go in one ear and out the other. We enjoyed fall sunshine beneath the same tall trees I walked under when I was their age. We navigated a handful of bad attitudes (half of them mine), and I know there will be plenty more before bedtime. Basically, my friend, motherhood is a mixed bag. It drags me through the seven stages of insanity and back again. Every. Single. Day.
That’s why I feel like the least qualified person to offer parenting advice to you, especially since you’re surrounded by so many wonderful examples. God has given you the most fabulous family and church. He’s also given you a kind heart, deep love, and wisdom beyond your years. Your sweet boy will already have it made in the shade!
But you did ask for advice, so I’ll try to crystalize my whopping six-and-a-half years of experience into something shareable. Here it is—my big truth bomb:
DO less. BE more.
This isn’t new or earth-shattering. I’m sure you’ve had several moms tell you some variation on this theme already. But I know why—it’s because it’s so important and so, SO, SO hard.

It’s true that there are plenty of things that won’t get done unless you do them. But it’s also true that some of those things may not need to be done right now…or at all! That’s a hard pill to swallow for an overachiever, but it’s the truth. Sometimes “good enough” really is good enough.
Moms are great, but they’re not God. They don’t have to hold the universe together.
What your kids will really value is knowing that you enjoy spending time with them. Nothing too earth-shattering. Just being together. When I crawl into bed at night and think back on my day, the times that bring me the most satisfaction aren’t the times I get a lot done. I’m most satisfied when I’ve spent just being with them. Kids thrive on getting messy, playing in water, and being read to. Sounds simple, but it takes great force of will to set aside the to-do list and simply be.
Most days as a mom, I feel like I’m barely scraping by with a C- and a few A- moments sprinkled in. I know you’ll do much better. But if you ever need a small reminder from this mama, just do less and be more. The rest will get done eventually.
Love you, my friend, and I’m so excited for the future of your sweet, sweet family!!
All my love,
Emily

“Glory be to God for dappled things.”
So begins a poem of praise by my favorite poet, Gerard Manley Hopkins. This little two-stanza gem packs plenty of power in fewer than a dozen lines. Hopkins uses rich descriptions in such a short space that reading it takes a moment but savoring it takes much longer. Won’t you savor it with me?
In Victorian England, the young Hopkins vowed to become a Jesuit priest. This was a very strict sect of the priesthood, and Hopkins devoted himself to it completely. While his duties included quite a bit of academics (he took and taught many classes throughout his short life), he also had time to take in the beauty of the Irish countryside around him. For this artist, reflection led to verse. His poems are replete with snapshots of God’s creation, from birds and sunsets to a celebration of God’s creativity in general. That’s what this poem is about.
Glory be to God for dappled things –
For skies of couple-colour as a brinded cow;
For rose-moles all in stipple upon trout that swim;
Fresh-firecoal chestnut-falls; finches’ wings;
Landscape plotted and pieced – fold, fallow, and plough;
And áll trádes, their gear and tackle and trim.
All things counter, original, spare, strange;
Whatever is fickle, freckled (who knows how?)
With swift, slow; sweet, sour; adazzle, dim;
He fathers-forth whose beauty is past change:
Praise him.

Oh, friends. These descriptions melt my heart. First of all, savor the images of beauty. Hopkins celebrates the uniqueness of pink freckles on a fish and a sky streaked with fine wisps of cloud. (In fact, look up images for “brinded,” won’t you? You’ll know just the kind of clouds he has in mind.)
As he looks around him, the blaze of auburn from a fallen chestnut, the flash of vibrant yellow from a finch’s wing, and the rolling patchwork quilt of farmland draw his eye. Not unlike Walt Whitman, Hopkins finds fodder for interest even in the “gear, tackle, and trim” of everyday laborers. The uniqueness of each calling and duty impresses him with the creativity of the One who made such a world.
But Hopkins isn’t just luckier than thou; we’re all surrounded by everyday beauty. We may not get to roam in a rural Irish landscape, but I truly believe that beauty is everywhere for those who seek it. Even the beauty that Hopkins celebrates is fairly prosaic, really: sky, fish, nuts, birds, land, tools. But he follows the beauty up to its Source and is duly amazed that all this variety comes from one Maker. His observations lead to praise.

When I moved from Michigan to deep south Texas for a while, the landscape was completely different. Many people have a hard time finding beauty in the flat, dusty, parched terrain. But I was ready to love it, so God showed me plenty to love: cactus in bloom; spindly, swaying palms; blazing sunsets; tiny lizards (even if they were in the bathtub); crashing ocean waves; verdant fields of sugar cane; flocks of parrots overhead; and sizzling, savory tacos. Oh, praise God for those tacos. Amen and amen.
Beauty is there for those who have their eyes (and mouths) open.
We see that nature’s scope and variety spring forth from a God whose beauty encompasses all we see and more. For this he is worthy of praise! But that’s not the only application Hopkins draws here. He also directs our attention to the truth that God’s beauty is “past change.” Let me confess that until I started writing this, I wasn’t sure why Hopkins chose to describe God’s beauty this way. Usually we think of beauty as past description or comparison, but not past change.
Then I realized he was pointing us to James 1:17.
“Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change.”

God’s infinite fecundity fathers forth every good and perfect gift—the unimaginable variety of life—and yet he is beyond variation. He makes all things “swift, slow; sweet, sour; adazzle, dim,” and yet he will never have a momentary flicker of shadow due to change. The God who made the surprising contradictions of nature will never surprise us by contradicting his own character. The Father of lights can have no shadow. This is great news indeed! Praise him!
I had hoped to wax eloquent upon the poem’s masterful composition, but I’m afraid it would take too long. I’d like to dwell on the vocabulary, rhyme scheme, imagery, and all his lovely consonance, assonance, and alliteration, but I don’t want to trespass on your time. Suffice it to say that his craftsmanship impresses me as much as his content.
But instead of sitting here reading about things I find beautiful, may I humbly suggest that you take a hike? It’s spring, and I can’t get enough of the outdoors. Even as I write this I’m surrounded by grass, trees, and flowers (and also pollen) on my back patio. So go ahead—take a hike and praise the One who fathers forth all that variety.
Source:
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/44399/pied-beauty
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